Current mood:	bored
Current music:	roxette

officially
it is officially maxine's 11th birthday now. my youngest sister is now 11. i miss her. and my other younger sister kelly. but what's worse than missing them is that i don't want to see them at home due to an oldest sibling that will remain nameless. i just dislike her presence SO damn much that it would cause this. =\ well, i will tell the story of my journey to see the boys mentioned in my last entry. although there is so much to tell, i will split the entries because i'll be too tired to write anything about joey's visit after i write this one out. check back tomorrow or some time this week.

friday morning i went into work early and left around 1 pm so that i wouldn't be driving so late into the night since it is a 9 hour drive. however, i was delayed becasue my dumbass self locked my keys inside my own car just after passing madison. that took about 45 minutes away from my travelling, and cost me $40. that SUCKED. the fucker that said he would be at the gas station to help me came 30 minutes late and I was the one to get my keys out of my car, not him. he just simply supplied the supplies needed for the job. so, that started off life shit. well, the rest of the ride went smoothly. i stopped maybe once or twice after that for pottying, food and gas. i finally got to msu around 11:30 pm and finally met billy.

let me tell you, billy is one cynical guy. seemed kind of like the dark, intellectual who's had a rough past but is intuned to reality and therefore has more sense than most people but just chooses not to express it flamboyantly. well, so it seemed when we had talked online. he was a perfectly normal guy when it was just me and him, but when his friends came around he became a chameleon. just adapting to how he normally is around the groups of people he has in his company. seriously, he had to be one of the worst hosts i have ever come to meet. granted, we didn't really plan on anything and just wanted to play it by ear, we literally did nothing when it was just he and i. we had sushi around noon or one the first morning i was there and it was a free meal since he knew the owner. now, that was very nice. but after that, everything was bland. we watched l.a. confidential and watched a few counterstrike movies on his computer. then watched him play counterstrike for a little while. then nothing. at all. never asked if i was hungry. never asked if i was thirsty. never asked me anything. that struck me as odd. so i just made things for myself to do until his friends showed up. things like call kourn and joey and talk to them for a total of 2 hours. maybe even longer than that.

when billy's friends got to his place, we went to his friend jeff's place to figure out something to do. we sat there for a good 1 1/2 hours before even deciding anything. they were surfing the net on myspace pages and laughing up about overdosing on prescription drugs like adderral (which is a drug prescribed for people with ADD and is a mild mild form of cocaine.) right, it didn't really blow my mind that these damn kids would want to do shit like this, but i didn't think that billy would be a dumbass like that. he's such an intellectual and brilliant person. well, i guess there are different types of smart. and he sure isn't socially smart. making such stupid decisions and rotting a mind like that is for sucks. so i lost a lot of respect for him that night.

well, they decided that for the rest of the night, all they wanted to do was find a party and drink. it was saturday night. what else would there have been to do? riiiigghhttt...we wound up walking outside in 35 degree weather for 2 1/2 hours only to wind up finding 1 house party and waiting for this nasty, greasy overage guy to buy them a shitty shitty bottle of vodka. after that, we went back to billy's and watched man on fire after taking a few shots. and oh man, what pusses they were about taking shots. they just HAD to have a chaser. they can't take it straight up. lol that made me laugh. it's a great movie, too bad 3 of them fell asleep in the middle of it. so around 3 am, everyone went to their respective beds and fell fast asleep until about 10:30 am. the following morning, we all went to the same sushi restaurant that billy and i had gone to friday afternoon but this time i didn't get a free meal, which is fine. i'd rather pay anyway. well, about few hours after that i decided to head out to joey's since i was bored out of my mind. more about joey's later. i'm pooped.

by the way billy does wear women's pants which i didn't find that odd since he was so fucking small. he was about 6 feet and weighed 160-165 lbs. wow, i could crush him. he was so pretty though. i think back on that visit and really ask myself, what the fuck was i doing trying to befriend someone like him. i normally wouldn't even consider it, but i guess i didn't really know him until i got there.

i can officially say that i did not have a great time with billy.